Alone in the crowd

aloneInCrowd

Mostaq Shakil

There is a saying ‘a lazy brain is a devil’s workshop’. This came in mind, perhaps triggered by the thought of his own circumstances, this just played in Fizz’s mind. Fizz has been passing lot of quiet time these days as he is in London for the last 3 months on a consulting project. He choose to live in the suburb area of London, Westfield area- at a cozy quiet neighborhood townhome that is only 20 minutes away from the company he is consulting with. A government contracting company, his workload is relatively lighter comparing to his previous projects. The better side of this is now Ronald has time to think, although he calls it lazy time, it is the time he long desired to come to him some day.
‘when you don’t feel time, days and night, you should be alerted’
Ronald speak to himself
‘I was alerted but could not do anything about it, I was obsessed with projects’
‘I want to make the best of my time, the worry free lazy time, the quiet time that I dreamed about’

Through this process, he also realize how fragile his social depth is. He hardly has friends that matter. In this era of digital friendship, he finds it difficult to make friends who become important in life.
It may be the age, he is passing 35, people don’t make friend that at that age. Even if digital friendship were not there…